It is kind of sad for me to say, but I will be taking a break from drawing for DA for a while
With work, everyday life and stress from home, I can't continue to multitask until I find a balance again.
And with a huge lack of comments and favs and things on my drawings now, it's becoming really stressful and disconcerting that, out of the 160+ watchers I have, only a literal handful are supporting me... please do not get me wrong, I love and appreciate every comment and favorite I do get, but a part of me begins to wonder why I continue to put days of work *Keep in mind that with my schedule it really is days!!*
and only get 6 favorites or 2 comments, maybe. Views are awesome, but it doesn't tell me if people like it.
DeviantArt is a place for me to upload something and enjoy it and learn to improve and grow from, but since it became more job like to me and no longer fun, I can't keep hoping that the next drawing will get better favs or comments.
I know it sounds selfish and childish, but when I now work 5 days, where 2 of them I work literally over night, and with my artwork now going no where. I can't help but want to cry. To completely quit drawing and writing.
SO until I get used to this new schedule and where my family begins to cooperate at home. I won't be drawing, but that doesn't mean that I won't be still talking and rping and supporting those I watch and the friends I enjoy watching grow in their art. This is so I don't begin to hate and resent drawing what I love; which is my anime style and my oc couples. For those that I promised drawings or gifts to, I won't be neglecting to draw for you. I will have to merely take longer until my inspiration and motivation returns...
I thank you all for understanding and hope that my personal feelings and emotions and life schedule can be resolved soon...